Wednesday, October 9, 2019

Ho un grande vuoto nella testa -                                                I Have a Great Void in My Head

Ho un grande vuoto nella mia testa
I miei pensieri li ho messi
Tutti in un bicchiere
E poi li ho rovesciati
Nel fiume delle illusioni

Ed ora sto cercando
Qualcosa che non so
Ma forse sarà perché ho
Paura di affrontare la realtà
Una realtà che mi è sempre vicina

Io la risposta la tengo stretta
Nella mia mano
Ed ora dovrò morire prima
Per salvare l'anima

Ho un grande vuoto nella testa © 1974 Juri Camisasca



I have a great void in my head.
My thoughts I put them
all in a glass,
and then I turned them upside down
into the river of illusions.

And now I am searching
for something that I don’t know,
but maybe it will be because I am
afraid to confront reality,
a reality that is always near to me.

I hold the answer tight
in my hand,
and now I will have to die first
to save my soul.

English translation © 2021 Dennis Criteser


La finestra dentro (The Window Within) was released in 1974 on the independent Bla Bla label, known for its progressive rock and avantgarde releases. Juri Camisasca met Franco Battiato during their military service, after which Battiato used Camisasca on a couple of projects and introduced him to the recording world. This album shows how the boundaries of traditional Italian pop music were being obliterated in pursuit of more personal, idiosyncratic, and non-commercial musical expressions. The songs themselves are in the singer/songwriter vein, but the lyrics are well outside the mainstream, and Camisasca's vocal experimentation and explorations take this album into another realm, with Camisasca expressing the existential discomfort that he felt in the years prior to his discovery of Christ and his becoming a Benedictine monk. The album was produced by Franco Battiato and Bla Bla's founder, Pino Massara.